Calmly

I calmly jizzed
in her upscale
infinity pool,
no need to feel pride
in every achievement

it still was like two hours
before rush hour
and we felt we would soon
move and live
in the brink of an ever-present danger

and I was wearing my reflective shades,
although the day was greyish,
just to better hear
the dim of the city
and for the lulling sense of security

I wonder if we were dead,
yesterday things came to an end,
there's no more "let's run away together"
we were dead yesterday
what an awful inheritance